thoughts

Have you ever woke up in the middle of the night and cant sleep again… thoughts start filling up your sleepy mind, thoughts that make you think about life and other things that suddenly seems so right and makes sense and is profound that makes you want to reach for a pen and paper to write it all down, because you know you’ll forget them in the morning… but is too lazy to actually get up and write it down. Yeah you still remember bits and pieces of that thought but its not the same, the intensity and the train of that thought is gone… Or like when you’re traveling and you see something or just remembers something that makes you think and ponder about life but you’ve got neither pen nor paper beside you to write down those thoughts.

Well, it always happen with me, it’s the elusive feeling inside me that doesn’t want to be written down or something, thoughts remain just thoughts until you write it down or put it into action until it becomes tangible. That’ why I wish someone would invent a machine that will automatically record your thoughts and you can just upload that information in the computer for printing or whatever you want to do with the thought… though it would be really scary if every thought that runs in our mind is recorded… so that machine should have an on/off switch. Or we could have this magical power (like Harry Potter) where we can instruct our quills/pen to write down whatever we want.


I know i'm not making any sense at all.... probably means i'm awake right now.. and like these two people in the picture still trying to find/capture my thoughts

love love this song

i soooo love this song.


Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity, Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry (3x)

The path that I'm walking I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity, Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

stand up comedy anyone?

i am so addicted watching bill hicks right now. you should really watch Mr. Bean's stand up comedy videos as well! wayyyy better than his usual tv show which i love. dont forget to look for the great george carlin too. i so love these guys! can't find a local counterpart but still i'm a regular at zirkoh now hehehe.

enjoy this one by bill hicks

finally, a breather

Wow! Finally a breather after working over the weekends. Thank you all for dropping by I really appreciated it. And I’d really like to give special thanks to Señor Enrique and Sidney for taking the time to comment, I’m their fan… and they visited my blog! Wow! How cool is that?

I’ve learned that blog is really a powerful tool to express your feelings and what’s more surprising is how people react and listen to your rants and whatever, and gain friends through blog. It’s just amazing!

I should have listened to Señor Enrique’s advised to grab my camera and take pictures to take away the stress. Didn’t realize how much I missed taking pictures and how much fun it is to shoot… I actually stopped taking pictures thinking that it’s taking too much of my time. I’ve learned that taking photos is really a good stress breaker aside from shopping of course.

missing Quentin Tarantino

Dang this work! The legendary Quentin Tarantino is here in the Philippines and I don’t have the time to stalk him! Goodness! Don’t know when he’ll leave or if he has already left the country, It just sucks that I’m stuck here in the office! I only get to follow him through news and I just can’t believe that he rode a pedicab to escape traffic on the flooded streets of manila last wednesday! You gotta admire the man!

what to do?

How could something so wrong feels so right at the same time? So damn good you just have to hold on and keep on doing it even if you know that it isn’t right? I don’t think I’ll ever understand how could your mind and body contradict each other… each telling you to do totally different things? When do you start listening to your mind and let your body decide... or let the sensations of the body overwhelm you and start ignoring what your mind is telling you? What to do? I just don't know the answer...

work hard, play harder

I have been very busy these past few weeks and will stay busy until the end of the month. Darn! No matter how much I try to finish work as fast as I can, how much overtime I render, bring work at home on weekends… work keeps on coming twice as fast as I can finish ‘em. The work seem endless and I just wanna say to hell with this all effin stuff but I’m such a freakin workaholic, sometimes I really wonder if I’m a masochist. But ranting about it wont help me, I know that! That’s why I’ve been going out almost every night with my friends to have some fun, the best way to counteract stress. Work hard, but play harder.